I don't even know why I'm posting.  I guess I need some semblance of contact right now ( Read more... )

There's really nothing to update on...I just felt like writing for a few minutes ( Read more... )

Shortly after waking up today, I got a call from my mother telling me my grandmother died around lunchtime today.  I am not good.  The shock and breakdowns have passed, and the reality has set in, bringing about a state of partial numbness.  The numbness is probably a good thing right now--I don't need another "break with reality, shrieking, crying ( Read more... )

So, I've been bitten by the plague monkey, well, it moreover gnawed on me a bit. Thankfully, the worst of my symptoms has been the occasional sneeze and sniffles. I've been downing hot tea (*pouts* I want my green tea) constantly over the past couple of days, which always helps. I just hope its gone by the weekend...I don't want to have to ( Read more... )

Even though I haven't been talking about it much lately, I'm still trying to work on school...still the GED stuffs. I should have long since been finished by now, but keep having setbacks and scheduling issues, and losing momentum. I made another attempt to take the writing pretest yesterday. I say another because I got frustrated and walked out ( Read more... )

I managed to make it through Aladdin. Despite the rough, bullshit filled, rehearsals, the performances went pretty well. Now I have the "joy" of trying to catch up on school stuffs before I have to start working on my next show this weekend. Thankfully, the show this weekend is a very small, two day, thing. I'll be pretty much up to my armpits ( Read more... )

The show is finally starting to come along pretty well. Its still stressful, and not everything is worked out, but its getting there. I have mostly completed my lighting design--all that's really left is to tweak a few scenes and to try an idea for another. I'm, honestly, a bit shocked I've gotten this much done so early on. I usually freeze up ( Read more... )

I just got back from rehearsal and I have one thing to say:

AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH  Highschool kids everywhere, nothing going right, stupid people AAAAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

That is all.

Here I go again, about to dive into the sea of puberty with another show. Its time for the spring musical at the school again, but there's a difference this year. This is the first year I get to take the lead and design lights. I've designed and ran lights for pageants (boring) and recitals, and for one other musical, but this is a first for me ( Read more... )

So much going on lately...
For starters, I went to the final Purgatory Saturday and had a blast. I finally got to see neootaku for the first time in almost a year...it had been way too long since we got to see each other. I brought along the Russell after playing clothing designer for him, which was great (I owe him big time for being my hero when I ( Read more... )