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[misery_lugosi]

Still here...still feeling like shit. I was a little better over the past couple of days, then I started thinking about even more...all downhill

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[caermon]

Sleep is always good and lack of it is my current problem.

[jeustr]

for many years i would not take medication to help with my anxiety and depression. i tool medication for a short time in highschool - it wasn't the right one for me. because of the trouble i had with it i was very leary of trying another for a long time. then after r and i moved in together i tried another and that went really bad. so i was afraid to try another for a while

[misery_lugosi]

Thanks sweetie.
I haven't written off meds...been contemplating trying something. I've tried two in the past...they were both bad, one killed my impulse control, thus stepping up the SI...the other was a fuckitol that made me not care about anything, always tired, dream too much, make me hungry all the time (back then, I had tons of issues with my weight, but that's over now), and I was almost emotionally numb from it.

I'm wrestling with meds because part of me feels like I'd be giving up if I started taking something. Realistically, I know that isn't true and they could help. I'm also practically phobic about taking any new med. I'm even afraid of taking vitamins, even though they could help.

I may bring up meds to my therapist when I see him next week, just to see what he has in mind so I can start researching it.