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[misery_lugosi]

Yes, I'm whining yet again.  There's too much shit going on.  I'd make these entries private, but it would do me no good.  I need to at least feel like I'm telling someone.  Most of the time, this is as close as I can get to talking to anyone since I don't have many people I can turn to anymore.  It makes me feel just a tiny bit less alone in all

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[jeustr]

::hugs::
i'm not going to pretend its going to be better. i am going to reiterate my opinion about you getting the disability. its not getting paid for having issues. its getting money to help you resolve your issues - so that you become a tax paying member of society whose taxes go towards helping the next person in your position that WANTS to take care of themself but needs help getting to where they can.
you need money to be able to get to a point where you can BE self sufficient.
so - i give you big huge loves, and a swat on the bottom.

[misery_lugosi]

Thanks doll. I know all this, but sometimes its really hard to keep in mind. I know I was building to this crash point, but I was distracted by taking care of Jason all week. I just wish I'd realized how much I'd slip once he started getting better.

hugs to you too

[neootaku]

First I wanna ditto jeustr's comment on disability. There is a difference between needing a helping hand to get on your own feet and asking for handouts so you don't have to get up.

Next I wanna ditto jeustr's hugs.
::hugs::

[misery_lugosi]

Thanks sweetie *hugs*