I dont know why I put myself through this shit. I do it all the time. Constantly looking through things from my past that I know will hurt me and reliving the things they say that killed me the first time round. What is so wrong with my head if I need to do this every day just to get by? Just to feel satisfied in a way ( Read more... )

For some reason, when I come online (which is very rare these days) I find myself looking through Livejournals and it makes me realize just how grateful I am that I don't depend on these things anymore. But still, it's nice to update the people who read this (myself ( Read more... )

.. and a lot has happened ( Read more... )

Well things are going great for me atm. I didn't realize things could be this good ( Read more... )

Hellooo!! I havent posted in a while so thought I would (not that anyone particukarky reads this but who gives a fuck ( Read more... )

Quite tired after work today, altho it wasn't as busy as yesterday. In fact, we actually managed to get started on the night shifts work before we left ( Read more... )

Time for an update seeing as how I haven't done one in a week hehe. Been busy with work and stuffs. Found out on Friday that my sister is having a little girl!! She's got a name already; Samara Jasmine Lynne. It's such a beautiful name. Yesterday, me, my sis and my nephew went shopping for baby stuff, and I spent £56.99 on clothes that it'll grow ( Read more... )

Hello!! Not much has happened really. Work is going nicely, building up my muscles cuz of all the weight I'm lifting hehe. Stayed round Stuart's a couple of nights this week. Yesterday I had my tongue pierced. It was quite painful yesterday, but not so bad today altho it does get painful if I talk sometimes. Erm.. other than that, not much to ( Read more... )

One excellent thing about Kate's Cakes is that cuz it's sorta manual labour, I'm losing weight!! It's fucking brilliant. People saying "have you lost weight?" and I'm like.. er.. no. But I actually think I am. It's pretty cool. Losing weight with minimum effort ( Read more... )

Well, I failed my driving test on two major points ( Read more... )