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Well I talked to my wife on the phone tonight. I called to see how our daughter was, and she was doing fine. Allthough she basiclly doesn't want me in our dauters life at PERIOD. I told her that I would send her money when I get paid next, but she doesn't care she doesn't want my money, nor does she want me to send my daughter present. I have the ( Read more... )

Okay...I haven't update in a little while...So my job so is okay. I meen I have to deal with little kids. I have nothing against kids. Really I don't. Just I have to stand on my feet pretend to be happy along with pretending I *WANT* to be there, but I supose that is better than the Usher thing I was hired for. When your an Usher you have to ( Read more... )

How do we know life is real,
It could mearly be a dream,
Everytime we sleep our other self is awake,
Every time our real self is asleep that is when we come to be,
We are what they dream,
They are what we dream,
Not until the day one of us dies are we complete.

By:Miserys_Angel

I'm just wondering. Cause I hope I'm not all alone on this feeling. Has anyone ever loved someone a great deal, but no matter what you can't be with them. Like your right thier as a frined and they either don't want to be with you for some reason or just not at all?. Anyways that's all for now...I'll post about my weekend with my friend Nick in ( Read more... )

Well this year for Christmass seeing hows none of my family keeps in contact with me. And the only person in my family that would is my other sister and her phone is shut off. I would like to take the time to just say this. This year for Christmas this is what I want...well *NOTHING*. No one is going to be able to give me what I want. So all I ask ( Read more... )

Well last night Lasha laid with me and held me till I couldn't cry anymore. I hope I was able to comfort her. Though I enjoyed the whole time. All I could do when she fell asleep was watch her sleep till I eventually fell asleep myself. The past couple times I have fallen asleep I have had nothing but, nightmares ( Read more... )

My mother ( Read more... )

Well I am have now come to a new plane. I have cryed so much lately that I don't think I can cry anymore. I think this is only cause the pain has not decreased, but only incresed. I am usually a VERY stron emtional person but, I have just been thinking & thinking & thinking, & it seems I am falling deeper...past emtional purgatory where I was ( Read more... )