Well...I have come to the decision...I smoke WAY to much for my finacial situation. So I have come to only one solution. QUITING!. I don't realy have the extra cash to do this with the patxh,gum,or any other device. So this meens I am quiting COLD TURKEY after I finish the pack I have. All I ask of those I know who read my journal, & my friends to ( Read more... )

Well Lasha & I are no longer together. Which if course meens we will no longer be having sex. Which of course meens I will not be getting sex for a LONG time. No matter what even when I met people they where allways intrested in friends. No matter what. I have never been good at that sort of thing. Most guys are, but then there is me. I have come ( Read more... )

Life is hard,
Decisions must be made,
Some you'll hate,
Some you'll agree with,
I my self have made one,
One that I am sure will kill me inside,
It had to be done,
I can't live my life confused,
But now I have cost myself living in pain

Well I got my first message from the Juuglist forums that Lasha put me on ( Read more... )

Well I tend to be a holiday person. Such as speding the holidays with family& if I have one a g/f. Allthough seeing hows my mother is dead,My dad doesn't really want much to do with me, I can't get in touch with my sister in Boston,MA, & My sister in Vegas might have plans allready. Plus I don't think she really has money to spare to fly or bus me ( Read more... )

Well I am a nice person. I am very loyal,sincere,friendly,out-going at times,& fun ( Read more... )

Well today is my first day of work. As usualy I was very restless. I had wanted to lay with the one I am now dating last night, but she was on the computer all night. Sometimes I even wonder why we own a bed. Why not just own a fold out bed that way we can slep on the couch sepreatly, and when those rare moments come that we sleep together we can ( Read more... )

Well my friend has just talked to her friend his is a DJ, and I may soon be taking lessions to becom a Dj. This is one thing I have looked forward to my whole life. I hope things follow through unlike the past.

Lately I have been feeling like a Rat in a maze ( Read more... )

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