i fucking hate men I'll never be pretty enough skinny enough funny enough wtf do I try. i fucking hate that im never good enough i give men space i dont expect anything out of them i fucking hate life i love how they act like im amazing and go off and fuck someone else like I dont even matter
life is so good if it was even a little bit better I'd probably pee my pants. I am so happy I never really knew what it was like to be truely happy!!!!
I just got the most amazing job ever that has the most perfect hours I am freaking out!
so I know I am in love even more now. Chris has been gone for about a month and he gets back in 9 days and I am starting to miss him unbelievably. There is that miss like your friend moved away and you miss them but I am miss him like my heart aches and I just need him back. 9 more days..... Then I get to marry him 35 days later...