in the last week i've been having these bad dreams about my boyfriend cheating on me... i wake up in tears everytime ( Read more... )

well where do i start...
have i said i've quit my job... i've been jobless for a week now.. i've had lots of interviews... ohh and yeah i'm engaged...

me and glenn are moving into a different friends house..

umm i don't know what else to say... i just want to scream

umm.. :( interesting week.. :( peter brock died... my hero.. my idol.. :( made me cry, steve irwin died.. such a shock.. he's poor family.. and i quit my job.. i got engaged.. and now looking at moving out of where i'm living... lol ( Read more... )

saturday is almost over and i'm happy cos it means i get a day of before having to go back to work.. yay.. but will be stressing bout the $50 i'm down in cash.. :( hope i can find it... :( so bad ( Read more... )

went to work. but came home after being there less then an 3 hours.. :( was feeling sick.. want to throw up. want to cry. want to stop being a women.. bloodly pms... really bad this month ( Read more... )

whatever just whatever... i dont care...

i feel alone, i feel depressed, i feel lost, i feel like a lie... i feel used, i feel hopeself... i feel just like normal again...

i feel numb... my life is stuck.. the only good thing with my life is glenn, and probably my relationship with my parents and brother has never been this good ( Read more... )

i'm so ready to go to bed... glenn was meant to come and watch tv 40 mins ago... :( but he's to busy playing cs... (counter strike) with our house mate mitch... (nerds) anyway... i'm stuck with noob and his gf.. (who i don't really like... either of them..)

Last night me and 3 friends went to the hotel/apartments/everything... :) and were treated like vip.. :) it was great.. our room was upsized, we got free drinks, we got free dinner and free breakfast.. :) and got driven everywhere... :) it was great.. i loved it... i felt like a star.. :) or someone important ( Read more... )