oh my god. what just happened? what the fuck just happened? shit...shit shit shit. i don't understand why you said anything. god damn. that is sooooo embarrassing. i don't think that you realize how FUCKING FULL OF SHAME I AM NOW. what the fuck. can we like just erase the last 2 weeks and start over? that would be fucking PEACHY. ( Read more... )

( i'm venom! )

well what the mother fucking shit? i have just really surprised myself this year so far. first things first....i said that i wasn't going to put the weight of other people's problems on my shoulders..but that is exactly what i spent the whole first day of the year doing. man, it seems like everyone had some shit going on yesterday and i was ( Read more... )

( i'm a g-string! )

brrr...it's cold in here....but it's always cold in this fucking room. ALWAYS.
i woke up this morning with this EVIL heartburn...and i also have the shits....from the alcohol, yo. that's why i'm not going to miss drinking. yep...so that was it last night.
the events....
iwillmakeucry took me to the emerson so i could pay my admission..then i was gonna ( Read more... )

well happy new year everyone i have spent this new year's eve holiday like no other. i don't really want to go into it all right now. just wanted to tell everyone that i hope 2003 brings memories like the best of 2002 and keeps those that you'd rather not think about away. g'nite everyone...i wish you all sweet dreams and good times. :)

wouldn't it be funny if that whole y2k end of the world bullshit happened THIS new year's instead of in 2000. haha..that would just be too funny.
that was just something i was thinking about. ok..i'm off to the show now...gonna get my drink on.

yes..i have enough time for a little shorty short update. tonight is going to be Über fun (hopefully). i'm goin to the sloppy seconds show (like every new years eve) and am going to get SLOPPY ASS DRUNK (for the last time!) wo0t w0ot! yes...i'm going by myself..but that's okay...cuz most of my friends are gonna be there. so it won't be like a ( Read more... )

well my dad and i talked everything out...until like 4:30 in the morning. it was good. we understand each other a little more. which is VERY good. i think i went to bed this morning sometime around 7. crazy shit. i got up at like 1:30. no i'm going to take a shower and go downtown to work for my dad. my mood is so much better today than it ( Read more... )

see.....this is what just happened...my dad knocks on my door..asks me what i'm doing...i tell him "on the computer." he opens my door...throws a shit fit...didn't really yell..but he knocked the fucking monitor on the floor. i got really pissed and was like "why did you just do that? this isn't even my monitor! i can't believe that you would ( Read more... )