i feel like i keep writing depressing entries..but i guess im just really feeling down right now..

i broke up with Nate. I think/hope it was a good thing. he's really upset..n i feel awful but i think it's for the better...hope so...

i can't believe how much i miss my grandpa and chad. it sucks. i feel like i think about the both of them, or one or the other literally every day ( Read more... )

it seriously has been forever since i wrote here...i probably should write more, wiether it is online or just somewhere...thoughts trapped in my head are gonna make me explode or do dumb things which would suck majorly ( Read more... )

im starting the fourth week of camp this week.

I LOVE IT :)

this summer has been so awesome, i can't wait for the rest of it.

i get to see John Williams conduct at tanglewood

ad i get to go to mississippi

and best of all i get to go to NJ to celebrate one of the best things ever.

life is good

wierdest dream ever last night ( Read more... )

1. Spell your first name backwards: [akceb ( Read more... )

just mad my best friend cry

i feel like shit

i want to go home

i need to stop having issues.

end of story

in other news..i made the softball team! i hate 6 am practices! woo

im so confused...
i wish my schedual would just pan out and be easy
and that my leg would STOP hurting so badly
and that when i got nervous i didn't puke
and that gah
in other news, i finally was able to buy books :) woot for finally getting my pay check

so you'd figure first weekend back at school wouldn't be to insane, and that i'd try to sleep a bit so that when i have lack of sleep i no i didn't waste this time ( Read more... )