I can't seem to get a fix on what I want anymore. It seems to change, day to day, moment to moment. Some things seem to give me a sort of grim satisfaction, but nothing more. I have these feelings that are so strong they're overpowering one day, and the next they're close to nonexistent. But everything feels wrong, nothing feels right. Something ( Read more... )

Ok, now, I'm probably regret this in the morning, as I'm really tired, so of course, bad judgment, but I think I'm ready to share something I wrote. A song. This is a big deal to me, I don't share this stuff. I love to write, but I've never really known if it's any good. Please comment. Whether good or bad, I just want to know your opinions. But I' ( Read more... )

I'm kinda bored. What should I do? Maybe I'll go write, I'll think of something.

You know what's strange? For the longest time, I haven't felt an awkward silence. On my end, I mean. Other people might feel the awkward silence, but I don't. My mind just seems to wander off. Which doesn't bother me at all, really. If I think of something to say, but ( Read more... )

So, this week was good, eh? Well, I think it just got better for me. I got my glasses, and apparently, I must look good in them. I got checked out so much. You might ask "how do you know?". Well, it's extremely difficult to miss a chick either staring at me, and glancing at me repeatedly.  And the funniest, yet greatest thing happened. Some random ( Read more... )

This week isn't this bad after all....I guess Kari was right.

I actually feel really good, and have way too much energy. I feel like dancing like Josh all the time. (Bouncing, quite randomly) I'm even doing it now.  ^_^

I finally began songwriting again. I'm so ecstatic. I finished another song I've been thinking about for a few weeks. I love my ( Read more... )

It's strange how something will just randomly come to you, isn't it? I was just finishing up cleaning at work and this just hit me.
Everyone asks themselves "What am I looking for?" and I could not count the amount of times I've asked myself in this past little while, and I think I've found the answer, or at least part of it, for me.

I'm looking ( Read more... )

I felt my other post was long enough already, so I started a new one.  :P

Well, I think I finally decided what kind of haircut I want. I think. Now just to decide whether it would actually look good, or if it would just look dumb. This is where I need your help. You guys are into j-rockers, which gives insight into hair. Tell me if this is just a ( Read more... )

My mood is: struggling between bitterness, anger, contempt, sadness, cheerfulness, and acceptance. Odd, I know ( Read more... )

I've felt bitter for the whole day, which got me thinking on this. I stand here and watch everyone around me. And I think "Why are people so mean?", "Why can't you accept this?", "What's wrong with this idea?". And I think it deals with acceptance. People out there can't accept others for what they are. They can't be content. They have to find the ( Read more... )

Oh, and you wanted an opinion? I thought Saw 2 was a good movie. I liked it. It wasn't really scary or anything,and it was sorta predictable but I still thought it was a good movie.