Common sense dictates that I don't write anything, considering I'm pretty tired, but I want to anyways. I always seem to write something I end up regretting when I'm tired, but I don't care
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perhaps you dont have to make any decisions yet, instead just stop spinning and start stagering whichever direction you end up facing? perhaps going over the same information wont help you see its importance, because you have already placed a value on it? instead there may need to be something new to stimulate a different thought process.. i dont know,its so hard to change. not so much outwardly, but more of in a way of thinking.
if you were to crawl into a dark corner forever, would you truly see freedom? or would you go over everything that is wrong in your mind forever? sleep doesnt always protect us from ourselves, and at times ignoring the problem just makes it worse.
its odd how you want that temporary escape, and i loathe it.
everything i have said has worked for me, but i am a different person. perhaps its truly off the mark for yourself. i dont know any more then you.
Not What I'm Looking For
anonymous
November 6 2005, 07:02:42 UTC
I don't think I could handle staggering in a direction again. I did that for the first 16 years of my life, I want to have confidence in my direction I'm going. And no, sleep, a dark corner wouldn't bring freedom. But that's not what I'm looking for. I want a respite from my mind, from my surroundings, from everything. I'm just weary.
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if you were to crawl into a dark corner forever, would you truly see freedom? or would you go over everything that is wrong in your mind forever? sleep doesnt always protect us from ourselves, and at times ignoring the problem just makes it worse.
its odd how you want that temporary escape, and i loathe it.
everything i have said has worked for me, but i am a different person. perhaps its truly off the mark for yourself. i dont know any more then you.
be happy.
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And no, sleep, a dark corner wouldn't bring freedom. But that's not what I'm looking for. I want a respite from my mind, from my surroundings, from everything. I'm just weary.
But thanx for the caring. It was nice.
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