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I think you're the only person left on my friends list. Just you.
Finally finished the book. Getting published in February, by Sun Dog Press. 70 + poems/short stories will make up the entire book. Ugh. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I'm in a rock and a hard place here....I'm out of work again. Out there walking the streets, catching the bus, and trying to get things happening. It's been really hectic. Moved into my Dad's ( Read more... ) -
Trouble in Paradise
Great. So dig this....Abbie - my ex-girlfriend - offered me a job working the Fall Frenzy Show next weekend. It pays $250. So I jumped at such an opportunity, as I am currently unemployed. The next day she sends me a message over Facebook, talking about some journal entry from a long time ago, about us. I aknowledged it and moved on, asking about ( Read more... ) -
Return of the Mack
I'm back in East Mesa. Back at Dad's. Also back to working security at the Nile. Just a few nights a week, not much. But it's something.
The roommate Rachael and I had was just fucking awful. She'd leave messes everywhere, then stay gone for days at a time, so I'd be faced with either letting it rot and stink up the apartment or....just clean it up ( Read more... ) -
Chicken Shot Blues
Man, oh man. Well, I got fired yesterday. Said my 'call handle time' was too low. Meaning, I wasnt keeping the customer on the phone long enough. AT&T is so fucking dumb. Last month, the goal was to keep the customer on the line for as LITTLE as possible. Then they switch it up and expect us to waste the customer's time? And for what? Because ( Read more... ) -
Dearest:
Whoa. It's been a long time since I've written. My life is completely changed. Nothing is the same.
Like I always said, 'If you can't rock me, I'll find somebody who can'. And I did.
Leaving Tempe and coming back to Mesa was the best decision I ever made.
This was my destiny. I've got everything I need right now. Working towards everything I want.
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Grandma Death
Today after work, I was catching the bus by Superstition Springs mall. I was heading out the Macy's exit for the bus depot when I saw a little old lady with a cane. She was standing by the front doors, inching towards them slowly. Shuffling along. On my way out, I stood and held the door for her. Just like my Dad taught me. "Thank you, young ( Read more... ) -
Elvis has left the room.
Early to bed, early to rise. I like it a lot. My days feel longer and more full. And the people at my work are really cool too. Mostly women. I thrive in that environment. I've really missed human interaction. Well sort of. My desk it right across from the break room, so I'm constantly being eyeballed. I wish, I could blend in better and still ( Read more... ) -
Hey I know that dude...
"I'm officially losing my fucking mind here. I dont sleep at night anymore. The past week I've been waking up once every hour ALL NIGHT and now I'm to the point to where I cant sleep at all. I just toss and turn. Get glasses of water, take cold medicine, go to the bathroom. It does nothing. I cant sleep. I've been up since like 3 o'clock today ( Read more... ) -
Get a job.
My dreams are plagued by old lovers and former friends. Every night.
'There's no use in me a-cryin'
I've done everything and now I'm sick of trying
I've thrown away my nights, and wasted all my days over you
Now you go your way baby and I'll go mine
Now and forever 'till the end of time
And I'll find somebody new and baby
We'll say we're ( Read more... ) -
Okay.
I'm ready for something good to happen already. Like anything. Bad luck wind been blowing on my back indeed.
I don't think I've ever felt as low or pathetic as I did last night. It was a mistake to see her again.
Oh well, onto the next day I reckon.
Danny.