that you've moved into a totally different world then I or your family is in, its become all about you....the rest of us are just peons in your world. how that hurts, the pain is pretty severe....tomorrow, something life changes happens, and you've chosen not to be there....the sting from that will not soon be forgotten ( Read more... )

the Wife and I had a huge 'discussion' the other night, i'm the kinda guy who wants sex at LEAST 5 times a week...I don't know why, but I'm a VERY horny guy LOL...and it kills me, that I want it SO much more then my wife...she tells me she has ZERO or almost ZERO sex drive...what do I do? she says she has no problem w/ me going else where...but no ( Read more... )

somedays I just want to quit and be normal for a bit....thats the lyric that runs through my head tonight...not been doing to good as of late, just want to give up...i know it's in part of not taking my meds....but people will never understand how high my highs are, and just how low my lows are....sometimes i dont know if i want just to be in the ( Read more... )

Weep for yourself, my man ( Read more... )

So I sit here, listening to 'ball and chain' by social distortion...and I start to think, we all have a ball and chain to carry around with us. Mine is depression/Bi-polar and possibly the drink, when it gets too much for my brain to handle, when I just want a break from the white noise, when I just want a break from the F'ing storm in my head, No ( Read more... )

in Yakima, doing well, baby is 2 months old now...it's crazy how fast time goes buy, we've been here almost a year ( Read more... )

I'm moving back to Yakima, im pretty happy about it actually, the wife and I have been pretty sick of all her family bullshit..

i think being near my family will really help my mental well being. looks like it'll be in end of feb beginning of march

Any minute now, my ship is coming in ( Read more... )

A new diagnoses of my crazyness ( Read more... )

Sooooooooo ( Read more... )