Apparently, I can't seem to control my raging hormones, isn't that great, I have a brilliantly hard time talking to my chick friends because of it. I feel bad for them, I'm not sure why most of them are my friend anyway knowing how pervy I can really be.  I think I'm doing okay with hiding it at times but sometimes, it slips, lol. Awful way to put ( Read more... )

Today, early in the morning, around the time everyone is asleep, I spent that time talking to her. It's just so amazing that all I need her voice to just be happy. We were talking about how our house wanted to look like, I've always wanted to live in a farm. The thought of being surrounded by nature and working with it, fascinates me! She wanted a ( Read more... )

 Going back to the days that I first met her, I remember how I met her, I'm not sure of the memories exactly but what I could make out was that she was having a bad day and then she came on and I sent her a message pretty much asking where she was. That was like, the luckiest move I ever made. I'm not sure what sparked inside of me to do that, to ( Read more... )

Music like the kind I listen to is usually for the hopeless romantics. My waking hours, consumed by them indefinitely. If only I could wake in a club in 1973 by her side, I think I'd be more at ease, lo behold, she means the world to me and no one can change that. Only in my dreams, if any, do I get to see your beautiful eyes, lit brightly in the ( Read more... )

 My sister called me from basic training, I'm not sure how on earth she even got a phone to do that but all I really know is, wow, it truly shocked me. The part that got me the most is that well, she was crying. It takes a lot to brake this 20 year old phenomenon. I'm not sure what she's going through right now, probably worst that I can picture ( Read more... )

 Unless I'm just behind with all the ''friend business'' I really gotta say, people change way to fu*king quick. I'm not sure when it came down to my friends attacking strangers for a silly picture. That's not even the worst to come, I feel as if my other friend is lying to me, she doesn't want to admit it but I can't shake the feeling, it's there ( Read more... )