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Nocturne...
I had a dream with her, about 2 days ago... It was... Strange, she's the only person, now that I think about it, that has actually ever been in any of my dreams. I didn't realize it, until I started writing this journal entry... and as I'm writing, I'm troubled as to what she wants to do... I might lose her... I might not... But all is true that I ( Read more... ) -
To good to be true...
I never really put into thought... How too good it was that I actually found someone for me, it was all to easy... and I should've known that there would be something to get in the way with it... All I can count on is for her to understand and respect, all I have is... Hope, right now... I want things to work... and for that to happen... She needs ( Read more... ) -
Thoughts? Yes, my thoughts...
I had a fight with her on the phone, over something that shouldn't even have been brought up in the first place and the only thing that bothers me right now, is my own perception on things, I know it's wrong, I know she doesn't mean what she did the way I think she does. I just can't really shake it off, it's sad really, I'm not sure what it is but ( Read more... ) -
Morning world.
"I'm hanging up now" Keeps rattling my head right now... I need coffee, it's gonna be a long day today... Scratch that, I don't drink coffee... Maybe some yoohoo... -
Pretty lights.
I suppose the trip to the beach wasn't a total waste of time, I did get to have some fun with a few guys there. My back got burned without me even realizing it, which is another thing to add to my "not so much fun of a day" list ( Read more... ) -
Wait for me...
It's a warm night out, I suppose all nights are warm, understatement of the year? Probably. I suppose it can't be as bad as it is in Texas, I think. I'm not sure what life is like there, or what I should be expecting, I've never really went outside of my little nest in the Bronx. I suppose she can show me around and stuff, I know I'm gonna like it ( Read more... ) -
Longet phonecall, ever? :)
So you know, I actually had the longest phonecall with her, today. I was up until 6 in the morning, starting at around 11 or so, simply talking to her over the phone and well, it was the loveliest phonecall I ever got... It meant so much to me! God, I only wish that I could hold her and have her with me, It'd make me feel so much better... :) I ( Read more... ) -
Alibi
I just thought of a fabulous idea for a story, need somewhere to jot it down and this came to mind :) Anyway, it involves two lovers, Heaven, Hell, God, and a lot of clouds. I hope I can get to working on this grandeur of an idea :) -
Friends...
I actually got to talk on the phone with a really old friend of mine, he actually seems rather different than what I remember off him. Maybe it's the whole "being around girls" that seems to have changed him a bit. I dunno, it's rather weird of to act the way he does, I only hope he's not this strange in person but hey, this change is good and it's ( Read more... )