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It was all sort of pointless I'm sorry to say. After two days of brutal Graduation practice in 110 degree heat, we finally found ourselves walking down the long aisle in white and green gowns, but this time, in front of two thousand people ( Read more... )

Last night, we all met at Diana's house. Her parents are away to Las Vegas. As soon as I got to Diana's house, Aron handed me a peach Schnapps mixed with tequila. We sat around watching the first episode of The Real World, New Orleans. Later, Kim, Aron, Vickie, and I went to hotbox in Kim's car, which was parked inside of Diana's garage ( Read more... )

I feel so… so free without school breathing down my back. No projects to worry about, no homework, no grades. For once, I'm not procrastinating for anything or writing 5 page essays at 3 am the night before it's due. And even though there will be school to think about in about 3 months, at least I don't have to return to the same hell-hole ( Read more... )

It seems like Senior activities are already well underway. On Wednesday, everyone came to school and found our Senior prank. The night before, some people from my class sneaked on to campus and welded a VW van around the Sophomore Tree. It was a masterpiece we had been planned since the beginning of the year. And because the tree wasn't damaged and ( Read more... )

I know that for the rest of my life, I will never be able to actually implement anything. OK, scratch that. I'll implement things… a lot of things. But I'll never get anything done. My life will be spent chasing dreams and never really fulfilling them. Most of the time, I do know how to reach my goals. And these goals and dreams are important to me ( Read more... )

If dreams are like movies then memories are films about ghosts. My friends make me so angry. I can only talk to them on a superficial level these days. They are so bitter and cynical. Or perhaps I'm the most bitter and cynical of all of them. Every single day, it's someone new who bugs the hell out of me. Today it was Nora. Yesterday it was Diana. ( Read more... )

Ahh.. finally exams are over. I'm kind of glad I got rid of them all in one day. It was so draining. The English exam was at 7:30 this morning. My mother made me eat eggs and tea before I left. I'm not used to eating breakfast so it made me want to puke it up ( Read more... )

Wow, I haven't felt stressed like this in a long time. I just got back from the musical practice and it ran almost 1 1/2 hours overtime. And random allergies started in the middle of it all. I was just so sick of being there and wanted to go home. The rehearsal was actually supposed to run longer but they let the orchestra leave first. Now I'm home ( Read more... )

I met some nice people at the Cal Poly festival. But overall, it wasn't very impressive. I was tired and just wanted to go home. That's all I have to say about that. Oh yeah, I got 6th chair, which is a miracle. I practiced twice before I auditioned. Luck is always with me in a very strange way ( Read more... )