I feel like I have to apologize for my last entry. I was a bit harsh. Perhaps I'm a victim of a multi-personality disorder... a very mild one? I think with different perspectives and philosophies every day. Today, I feel like I DO have goals and dreams of my own. I'm not always influenced by what other people think. But I still feel like I’m in a ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do with myself. I skipped 1st AND 2nd period today. I woke up and saw that it was 7:45 already. I don't know how that happened considering my alarm was on full blast for an hour and a half. So I just went back to sleep. If my mom's in a bad mood today, she's going to lecture me about it. Boo. But really, I don't even think she ( Read more... )

For the past couple days, I’ve really stared my future straight in the face. Realistically. I didn't do any of that, "I want to go to New York and open a boutique." I took my options, laid them out in front of me... since it's what I have to work with. And for once, I was practical. My goals will be easily met, everything will be within reach ( Read more... )

School is so pointless. I go there everyday and think… why the hell am I even here? I learn nothing. And the teachers know most Seniors have already reduced their energy towards school. So the teachers don't give much effort either. I only go to school for the record. And my AP classes... so I’ll do ok on the exams. But everything else… aghhhh... ( Read more... )

Yesterday, I felt a lot better towards the end of the day. I talked to a dear friend of mine last night on the phone. We haven't talked forever and we really never get a change to talk. But last night he called me and we talked. I haven't talked on the phone like that for the longest time ( Read more... )

So what's my motivation for going spring crazy? Well, this winter sucked. It put everyone in a sour mood. Especially me. Now that the days are longer, the sun is shining, and I’ll know my future college (soon).. I’m feeling much, much better ( Read more... )

It was a nice day again. Let's see if it'll last for another ( Read more... )

So last week was pretty good. I went to work. I slacked off a lot in math class ( Read more... )

My dear Emily wrote an email yesterday ( Read more... )

When I see my sister and her friends, I know that times are really changing. Not in a good way either. I started to correspond with this sixth grader named Emily. She’s tall and hyper. I help out the intermediate band at her elementary school every Thursday. So that's how I’ve come to know her and her other giggly friends. She sent me this email ( Read more... )