Tomorrow is a very special day for a very special person for me. Ashley is turning the big 19 and I'm hoping to give her a birthday that she won't forget. She is very very special to me and there's not a thing on this planet I wouldn't do for her. We've spent a long time together and it's hard to picture things in my life without her. I know I ( Read more... )

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Hey, it's New Years Eve. Not real sure how to feel about this one. I must admit I'm doing much better than I was, for a couple days there I was bummin pretty hard on what I was going to do. Talking with Em really helped me out though, I got alot of things that I was thinking/worrying about off of my chest. To me New Years Eve is about being ( Read more... )

It's time to grow up and I don't think we're ready. We're not kids anymore, but we're not ready to be adults. How can I move on in life when my college feels like the high-school that i just graduated from? I love the thougt of still seeing some of my good friends at school, but it's not nearly enough to make my life feel worth while. Hopefully ( Read more... )

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Man oh man has it been a long time since i've seen this place. I've been hesitant to make an entry, and then it hit me...this is my bloomin journal and it really doesn't matter what i put in here! Well it's about halfway through summer, and things are flying. There's alot of growing up that i've realized i have to do and i'm taking it one day at ( Read more... )

That last update was not meant to say that you can't discuss religion with me, cause i'm fine with discussing my feelings if people ask for it. I recomend that you don't try to persuade my feelings or "preech" to me, cause i really don't care for that, and will probably stop listening to what you have to say.

I can understand people feeling strongly about religion, and I can also understand people not giving a rip. The thing about it is, it's between you and whatever you believe in or don't believe in. I know what i believe and don't believe, and i don't feel the need to have to go around and make sure that everyone believes in god, or HAS to find out ( Read more... )

Midwinter break, gotta love it. Friday I got up and made an awesome breakfast, and then ate it alone. Then i eventually got all prepared for the big V-day evening with my valentine, i had a great time with her. Saturday morning i spent trying to get my friends together and do some fun stuff and made brownies, everything went together well. Mike ( Read more... )

Spanish class, not doin anything. I shouldn't even be here the way i see it, seeing as we got a butt load of snow and it was about -20 outside, but the school didn't see it that way cause it was count day. We got ripped, i think they owe us something huge. Well it's a pretty pointless day right now, filled with euchre and laughs, followed by ( Read more... )