I was going to write a nice entry for you guys, but I have nothing exciting to say.

I'm trying.

 This entire school thing is terribly draining. I had to consider other options because of distance and money, so I applied at CDI college. Apparently I got "accepted" in a matter of 24 hours after doing a brief interview, aptitude test and met with a financial advisor. They were VERY helpful but I was a bit suspicious when they said they only ( Read more... )

Thanks for the love. Its been a rough few days but we're working on getting past this, this relationship is worth a lot to both of us. I'll go into more detail when I get home on Monday. <3

I think I've probably been doing a bit too much retail therapy the last week or two. I shouldn't be putting stuff on the credit card, but I think at the moment, the joy of knowing something is in the mail for me, being excited about a pair of shoes or some jewellery is shallow, but its something ( Read more... )

Today was better. There were plenty of things that could have ruined shit, but I tried to cast it aside and focus on positives ( Read more... )

“Anyone who is in love is making love the whole time, even when they’re not. When two bodies meet, it is just the cup overflowing. They can stay together for hours, even days. They begin the dance one day and finish it the next, or-such is the pleasure they experience-they may never finish it. No eleven minutes for them.” - Paulo Coelho (Eleven ( Read more... )

Changed my theme, sort of a nice refreshment, I'm hoping it will motivate me to post more. I DO use tumblr, mostly for art and image posting. Although this has caused a massive increase in images saved on my harddrive. Sucking up all my memory as usual ( Read more... )

And while I may have some issues with you. You are home.

It is wonderful to feel the grandness of Canada in the raw, not because she is Canada but because she's something sublime that you were born into, some great rugged power that you are a part of. - Emily Carr

You sleep beside me.
I study your face so that i will not forget.
I let my eyes travel from your forehead, along your hairline, cheekbones, eyelids.
Over the slight upturn of your nose, to your lips, your chin.

A tingling in the pit of my stomach,
a tightness in the spot between my lungs.
I know i have to leave you soon.

You make a soft suckling noise in ( Read more... )

Dear Shirly, Happy birthday. Please give me your address when you settle in. I miss you.

There is more to say, but it will wait.