I wish it hasn't been a year and a half since I last posted in this. I like the idea of being able to look back and recall where I was at any given time in my life. I'm in my second semester of graduate school now and I haven't posted since the start of my first semester of my last year as an undergrad. A lot has changed...a lot hasn't.

I'm more alone than I have ever been in my entire life...and all anyone can think or talk about is how much I can or cannot do for them. It's terribly heavy and I can't carry it all.

Yesterday my mom bought me my very first new car...

Royal Blue Pearl 2006 Honda Civic Ex
-5 Speed Automatic
-Moon Roof
-XM Radio Ready
-16" Alloy Wheels
-6 Speakers
-IPod Hook-Up
-Security Alarm
-Keyless Entry & Rear Trunk Opener
-Side Curtain Airbags
...and so much more!

It's AMAZING!

THANKS MOM! FUCK YOU DAD!

I've been driving for an hour ( Read more... )

DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

...that's all

Some days I feel like I have no idea who I am, and other days I'm absolutely certain and wish the people around me could truly know me. I'm guilty of avoiding myself on many different levels. I allow myself to be overcome with a million different things so that I don't have to focus on me. My new year's resolution is to discover myself (no, pervert ( Read more... )

Sometimes I feel like I have way too much going on in my head to even focus on what I need to be focusing on.

Wowza...it's been FOREVER since I've updated...I don't even know where to begin ( Read more... )

My sister is perhaps the scariest person I know...her creativity is really just another name for insanity.

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