I want to publicly and humbly come before everyone. I messed up big time this week. I think i let people down and really made them feel bad. plus the fact i made a fool of myself. i want to say sorry to everyone that I hurt or upset. i really do love you and i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me. You all, my family, are the stars in ( Read more... )

Mmm. strawberry icecream and a cherry coke from my fav. place ever. sadly it is to cold to play at turtle park. i'm sittin here in a big buisness building, in Charle's office, hanging with larla. we are just waiting here until it is time for deepend. i'm tired. last night was interesting. the show wasn't that great, but it was good. Papaw looked ( Read more... )

ouch. my heart is hurting. no matter how far i try to hide the lies....they still slap me across the face. it stings. i try to stop the tears but they still flow. all i can say is this sucks.........its never going to end, until i stop feeling

my handsome knight if you are out there i send you a kiss on this overated day of bliss..... i love you. this is another v-day without you but another closer to a v-day with you. all i can say is happy valentines my love ( Read more... )

did everyone enjoy taco's entry in my lj? i thought it was a pretty creative idea. he talked about my weekend. he hit it right on the button except for sunday.....i got no nap and was at church alllll day. the game on friday rocked and i now hold a small orange ball close to heart.....haha. i swear i'm phsyic. yesterday i was out shopping for my ( Read more... )

Seriously. He thinks hes mister be stuff, updating my Live Journal for me. Yeah, its Taco here ( Read more... )

this month is going to be so jam packed for me. hopefully i'll stay unstressed so my tummy won't hurt ( Read more... )

today has been a dull day. adam didn't come to visit me on his own......no suprise. proves he used me. oh well. i still have a heart to see God rock his world. God be within his heart and mind always ( Read more... )

today it was a bit "nipply" outside. my day started around 5:20 when i coldy rolled out of bed. then about an hour later cas and i were on the bus ready to leave for solo contests. my feet were freezing so eric nicely lended me his gloves to wear as "feet warmers". it helped alot and it was much apprecitated. the next few hours was full of roaming ( Read more... )

hi. it really is tough to love sometimes. i mean how are you supposed to love someone when they screw you over... not to mention when they screw themselves over?! i don't have the answer. today i handled it with silence.....other days i handle it with prayer and others i just blow up..........what really is the answer? i honestly don't know. all i ( Read more... )