i am cool. i am calm. i am collected. i am patient. i am loving. i am frustrated. i am pushed over my limit. i have done everything i can for an undeserving audience. i have been used, abused, and pushed away. i have been ruined. and through it all i can still love. i deal with the worst of you. i deal with the worst of me. i have ran away from and ( Read more... )

this is all wrong.

how in the hell am i going to come up with $4000 in the next two months.
fuck.
life is so fucking disheartening sometimes,
but then again maybe i could use a semester off school.

i never post in this thing. probably because i dont care, probably because i dont have much to say anymore ( Read more... )

21 miserable years and tomorrow's just another day.
and its coming whether i like it or not.

Another semester begins at the world of opportunity tomorrow!
Hooray for increased parking and tuition and
hopefully my government professor speaks English!

thank god for say anything ( Read more... )

college pisses me off
how the fuck am i supposed to afford this shit
and do well at it
hey kat why dont you work 60+ hours a week and
then try to focus on school.
yeah right
and if one more person tries to tell me to get loans
or "fill out my FAFSA" im going to tear their heart out
BECAUSE THAT DOESN'T WORK.

not going to my first class today was pretty awesome.

i think i might be getting it right.
now all i have to do is get back there.