so i really havent even been on this in FOREVER! sooo much has happend... hmmm uhmm we will start where i left off...christmas/break..amazing =) got my car on the road... been keeping busy and all for a while now.. decided im gunna take a year off and work before i go to school cause im not quite sure what i wanna do anymore...oh andddd i have the ( Read more... )

i havent updated in over a month ( Read more... )

my rib hurts =(
so much
i have so mcuh shit on my mind right now too
this whole week i have
w/e
my life blows
i dont evwen know what to do with myself anymore
im just a fuckin wreck
and im a worthless waste of life honestly
i dont wanna be here

i havent updated in forever ( Read more... )

life fuckin sucks

i hate how everyones doing awesome.. they all have it made.. doing good in school.. being happy, having b/fs.. i have fuckin nothing! i set myself up for soo much then just fall on my face.. i never shoulda let him into my life.. im a fuckin wreck.. i never shoulda set those high goals for myself.. cause they will never happen.. i hate faking being ( Read more... )

so update

last week was HELL! i was sooo fuckin sick =( didnt get off the couch like all week.. had some baddd incidents and yeahh i dunno.. lost about 15ish pounds.. dragged my ass outta bed friday afternoonish to go to school for the terry fox run stuff.. couldnt find my belt.. my pants were falling offfff.. haha and everyones like omg! you look ( Read more... )

i miss him so much...
i wish he would realize how much he means to me..
and come back..
im notihng without him.. im a mess

soooo its been like 2 weeks since my last post soo i tinhk im gunna update today =) im sitting here.. a tad hungover.. hahah lastnight was moniques party.. it was pretty awesome.. everyone was pretty tanked! monique was fuckin halarious lol anyways yeah at the end i started feeling a little.. sick soo michelle drove me kyle and aaron to my house.. ( Read more... )

so i forget when i last updated i tinhk just befroe school started.. anyways haha.. schools not too bad so far.. Co op,history and bio. and i know ppl in every class so thats good too lol ( Read more... )