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touch wood.
i have this irrational fear...
well...it's not irrational, it's completely founded. Founded in the idea that if i think something bad, or say something bad-and don't touch wood-then that bad thing is going to happen.
I can't stop.
The smallest most insignificant thought-touch wood.
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peppermint tea,
a dull ache.
leeching off the good memories.
a wasteland.
fire eyes and hot cheeks.
disjointed chords.
forgotten long ago.
creaking.
aching.
aching.
aching.
and the cold.
the cold reaches everything.
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stop.
and it's like,
waiting.
for a starting point.
for an indication of what to expect next.
check,
your move next.
I've laid it out for you,
plain and simple.
flayed and hung to dry.
fresh wounds heal last.
scars and old aches fade, at a smile and a touch...
are you so certain?
so sure?
are your moves that predicted, that familiar to me,
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My best LJ Entry for Weeks 7-12
http://miss-caitlinxxx.livejournal.com/17301.html
This is my best entry, although i also like Week 9-
http://miss-caitlinxxx.livejournal.com/15926.html -
LJ Entry Week 12
The last week of 19th Century Literature...
A little sad to say goodbye, i loved our studies on Tolstoy and the other Victorian writers...The Romantics, well...it was fun while it lasted, but i'm looking to bigger and brighter things...
20th Century Literature!
Right now i am sitting in the Christian Brothers HighSchool, Lewisham staffroom...i just ( Read more... ) -
Comments, Weeks 9, 10 and 11
Wk 9 comments
http://mariacora2on.livejournal.com/15221.html?view=12405#t12405
this is really powerful maria,
and beautiful in it's honesty.
i love how you pour out your heart in your writings,
i can see you in it!
xxx
love you
Wk 10 comments
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band-aids
...over...
my hurts
my pains
i
place you,
gently.
with love
with trust
that you will right the wrongs
and make
me
and everything,
all better
again.
i wrap myself
within your
trusted
confines
knowing
that this is why you are
here
knowing
that this is your purpose
....
but
....
but what if
i was wrong.
what if you are not easing my pain
but merely
masking it.
hiding it.
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