Despite recent events, I am feeling happier than ever. I strolled home from accounting class today in the rain. As my wet black boots tread over the multicolored sidewalks of various sororities and fraternities, I couldn’t help but feel guilty for feeling so good when I should be so sad ( Read more... )

So I was pulling into Tower Records to buy two Christmas gifts for friends when I received a cell phone call from my doctor. She had news for me ( Read more... )

This world is a cruel place. People push others around without knowledge or care. It is an insensitive place where feelings are hurt and are forced to change in the drop of a snowflake. But there are those who don’t feed into that. Those who are ahead of the game and realize what really matters ( Read more... )

I realized last night, as I was gripping the toilet, this is going to be hard. All the memories I have of the end of junior year have come flooding back. Memories of the inability to eat, difficulty breathing, not being able to sleep, becoming a walking dead person. I remember starting to cry at the end of a girls 21 rehearsal because the pain ( Read more... )

Lets go over what is wrong with me for everyone who doesn’t already fucking know ( Read more... )

I am very happy right now. I cant quite describe why. I think that since Thursday, my life has gotten less stressful and I am allowing myself to have some fun ( Read more... )

I could not be more ashamed of the events that took place this weekend. I signed up to be a dancer in a 36-hour dance marathon. You aren’t allowed to sit or sleep for 36 hours. I had to raise $300 to be eligible to be a dancer. At 6pm on Friday night, I was driven to the HPER, a gym in the center of campus, to sign in and get ready for the ( Read more... )

You want to know why they sent me home from a 36-hour dancing marathon that gives money to a children’s hospital to help sick kids?

Because I am one of those sick kids.

I am listening to Grey Street by DMB. I ripped it off Alex last year and when my computer crashed last semester, I lost it. It is on someone elses Itunes and I am playing it. I realized, as I sat her listening and nostalgically staring at my mother’s handwriting that I am allowing myself to be the way I am ( Read more... )

I am sorry I havent written in a long time. I have been exhaustingly busy. It is a bit sad actually. I have been busy schooling ( Read more... )