i cant do this anymore.

i thought i could, but i dont think i can.

its all or nothing.

just like i've always said

last night was really fucking shitty.  and its safe to say, it was all my fault.  we were all drinking and having a good time and ended up at this frat and thats when it all went to shit shit shit ( Read more... )

I think I fell in love with scotty all over again last night. Last night was amazing in so many different ways.

We started off drinking in his room with a bunch of his friends and fucked around with some of his friends. I felt really awkward at first cause I didn’t really know anything that everyone was talking about… but as the night went on…it ( Read more... )

i tried posting this yesterday... so i am posting it now!

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its absolutely gorgeous out here. bucknell is a really pretty school... i can see why scotty likes its so much. i secretly wished that he hated it though...

my damn wisdom teeth need to come out....asap.

i was so incredibly happy to see scotty last night. ( Read more... )

im currently sitting in the philadelphia airport, waiting to board my flight, which is at 930..haha.. another hour and a half!  ahhh shoot me.  well at least i have internet and a thing in the wall to charge my shit ( Read more... )

i hate that i wait around for you to call 

im beginning to pack.... but it is not going so well.  hah.  im really flustered and i honestly dont know where to begin ( Read more... )

 i dont know exactly how im feeling right now.  i really cant explain it, so i thought i would try ( Read more... )

 how long do you think is long enough to hold on to something?  like when do you know when its time to let go ( Read more... )

what in the fuck am i supposed to do ( Read more... )