(((((((((((hugs))))))))))) You posted to me over at my blog, thanks.... I wanted to tell you I know just how you feel. Some days it is a major task to force yourself to eat, even if it is just an apple. Thing is...it is not "just an apple" to us. It is like a meal. It is a whole days food for us....it is like a sign of weakness if we eat it. I know all those feelings and I must say honestly that I dont know how to make them go away. I also dont ever cry. I dont think I am physically capable. I hope that by now (mid july) you will be feeling better. Update?
Thanks for your reply! Im a bit better, have had a cold for about 3 weeks now and was just about to be better from it and came home today, went to bed at 17.00 and woke up with a fever. I hope its gone in the morning because Im planing on having my first relaxing time at the gym for more than 3 weeks. I have missed it. Foodwise Im a bit better. I was bulimic before and I never want to go back to that. I now focus, I have less apetite and have finaly started to lose weight again after my plateu. I quited my job and now just work sertain days so I dont be all stressed out because of it. I still feel blue, I still have my damn anxiety but now Im a bit more in control. I have started to read books again and I plan on starting to write on my book again. How are you? Thanks again Hugs
hey! Ive been checking your blog daily now to see how things are. Im glad you wrote!! I totally know how you feel about not wanting to go back to mia. It is hell. Mia always made me soo depressed. Ana makes me so much happier and in control. Take some time for yourself and relax. Writing is something I never was very good at, so I envy you for that. I hope you feel better and the fever is gone. ciao! (((((((((hugs)))))))
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You posted to me over at my blog, thanks....
I wanted to tell you I know just how you feel. Some days it is a major task to force yourself to eat, even if it is just an apple. Thing is...it is not "just an apple" to us. It is like a meal. It is a whole days food for us....it is like a sign of weakness if we eat it. I know all those feelings and I must say honestly that I dont know how to make them go away. I also dont ever cry. I dont think I am physically capable. I hope that by now (mid july) you will be feeling better. Update?
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Foodwise Im a bit better. I was bulimic before and I never want to go back to that. I now focus, I have less apetite and have finaly started to lose weight again after my plateu. I quited my job and now just work sertain days so I dont be all stressed out because of it. I still feel blue, I still have my damn anxiety but now Im a bit more in control. I have started to read books again and I plan on starting to write on my book again.
How are you?
Thanks again
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ciao!
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