Dear journal,

I have just had a dissapointing afternoon. I took my cal intke up to 1000 maybe. I was out with my friend after school and she suggested we eat something. sadly, i went along with that. I picked a 110 cal pinapple tub and was happy with that. then she bought a huge muffin and a bag of nuts and a humongus baguette the size of my ( Read more... )

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Hey, its been a while, but whatever. shit happens, i had stuff to sort out. 
ive been eating a lil too much d past few days. ew
i think ive put on a bit but i amnt sure bcos i dont have a scales. 
2mrw is skewl heres my menu
Menu:

breakfast: ten wu tea a  handful of nuts - 20cal?
lunch:

3 rice cakes with soy butter and salsa spread - 110cals
handful of ( Read more... )

Green  tea is so good after you eat too much very soothing :)

sorry i just cnat stop posting lol

 Does anyone take amino-energiser tablets?? it says good for slimmers..ive been stealing my brothers...but he uses them 4 trainin

erin x

has anyone heard avril lavigne new song?? HOT and thats just it!!! i love it

So, its...been a long time aye

my laptop broke down and now its bk. i cudnt use my rents compouter in fear dey wud c d link..

My new menu:

For brek - mango
for lunch - in supervalue after areobics wit amy.... i'll be hungry....hmm maybe a sald and roll 
tlk later 

 Well thats disgusting.... i jsut ate a bunch more food ...thats euw....im so fat. i no where i slip up its always after dinner...where has my willpower gone.

FAT BITCH. 
FAT COW
FAT LUMP OF WASTE 
FAT FAT YOUR FAT...
STOP EATING... LOSE SOME WEIGHT...YOUR FAT...NO REALLY YOUR A CHUBBY LITTLE FAT GIRL THAT AINT SEXY SO STOP FUKIN EATIN AND JUST LOSE ( Read more... )

Well, here i am.... its 18:17 and i still havent attempted any of my homework, i will do it after this entry bcos i rele want to go out for a walk and smoke with my friend. i think im getting addicted, i keep getting headaches when i dont have one in d afternoon. and now i need one cos im stressed.

anyway, today wos ari, 
for breakfast i had

One ( Read more... )

Dear journal...gosh ... how long has it been, a weekend? maybe longer..? im losing control. well, i lost control. But today i tried this new "control" thing. When i say "tried" i mean did it, for breakfast i halfed my food count, (as it wos increasing leading to a binge recently..) so i had one wheetabix, LIGHT soya milk and strawberries & kiwi.  ( Read more... )

Hey, first monday back at skewl. And although i left for the orthodontist at half eleven its seemed unbelievably long for the morning. Tomorrow is a full day. 840 - 400.

Well, i got my braces today. I got illuminous pink ones, they aren't too bad though. i cant eat bread, which is unfortuante because i rely on bread as the bluk of my diet.

It keeps ( Read more... )