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so its official, im jobless
ive just been on the phone to job seekers. i is dole scum once more, whoopie
im just cancelling my standing order to my mum. i cannot afford to pay rent til i get a job so instead im doing the housework
i is a house wife y0!

i am appealing against the decision of dismissal due to gross misconduct

so much to do, so. much. to. ( Read more... )

i actually went to the gym thismorning
go me!

i might sort out my cv later and start sending them off places
i feel positive today
for now anyway

i have a appointment with the solicitor at 1pm to go through and make my statement for my hearing tomorrow
its just all wrong!

well, things are no further along with work than they were after my last post ( Read more... )

so finally i get a phone call

"sorry its taken so long, i still have some other investigations to sort, how are you? are you ok?"

im thinking, what do you think? my voice is calm and quite monotone with my replies

"i would like to have a meeting with you next wednesday at 1pm, is that ok? you can either have a uni rep. or someone from work with you, ( Read more... )

i dont really know how i feel right now but here's a few words that come to mind
broken
hurt
crushed
sad
angry
hateful
and everyday the feelings dont die down, its like im going through a breakup, my heart continuenly being ripped from my rib cage. they get stronger as my mind and body refuses to accept what exactly has happened and i fear to trust anyone ( Read more... )

tomorrow my father and myself are going to makro in croydon. (cash and carry for the gods) i plan to buy booze and a tent... im going for the general ride and to actually socialise with my dad ( Read more... )

bah im ill, i should go to bed but putting more music on my ipod seems more exciting. it started on friday and im still all stuffy and snotty and my ears hurts boo! its only cold but its knocked the stuffing outta me ( Read more... )

why the fuck am i watching david gest ( Read more... )

Im typing this from my new laptop. her name is hetty. i am now able to sort out my ipod (finally) her name is jenna. i like giving things names if you hadnt guessed ( Read more... )