FIRSTLY:: a HUGE congrats to my grrl. Liv, you are an amazing and talented laydee! (she got an internship at the TATE ( Read more... )

this week has been hell ( Read more... )

last night it happend ( Read more... )

this festive period has been ok
but on friday i found out some pretty bad news
we new it was coming but not this quickly...

aidy's dad is very very ill. they have given him at the most a few weeks
we're going down as much as poss and im giving aidy as much space as he needs as he and his dad have alot to discuss and sort out.

we went in his flat the ( Read more... )

its been an eventful couple of weeks ( Read more... )

sleep!
i have been so busy of late, i worked nights over the weekend so i am muchos tired
i finished my christmas shopping and started writing my christmas cards *saddo alert*
this friday i get more ink and i cannot wait. im having a mark ryden style anatomical heart with "mother" and "father" in it. im taking a friend from work with me. we're gonna ( Read more... )

i dreamt i was in big brother last night

hahah lame

i also dreamt i was with a lady
this is a reaccuring theme

work has been ok i guess ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i finally go back to work ( Read more... )

im not going to bore you with the details
but i split with aidy
and im finding it alot harder than i imagined
it had to be done and it seemed quite a positive move
now he has turned it all onto me
and brought out the old, quite unstable loony Terri into the light
seriously not good

i think everyone is gonna think im a fruit loop
and quite possibly lost ( Read more... )