Uh.. I am retarded, that is all.

That's how you know I really like someone, when I start being stupid like this and read WAY too far into anything and everything.
Fuck.

The time has come to register for classes again, and to be honest, I'm pretty excited. I think I'd do almost anything to keep my mind occupied right now. Once I'm focused on something else, I feel like everything will finally just work itself out, but when it's the only thing I'm thinking about.. well, it's just overwhelming ( Read more... )

Oh, and can I just say how fucking tired I am of being celibate? Sure, it's a choice and I could easily change it, but I would only want to under very particular circumstances, which is the whole reason I became celibate in the first place. It still sucks though. Ugh.

First person I've been serious about in a while.. this can only end in disaster.

My heart's definitely going to get broken. Just wait.

So I'm going to make a conscious effort to start updating this thing again. I think it helped me through a lot of silly little things last year, and I miss having it as an outlet. Although I definitely think you'll find my entries to be far happier these days. Even when something's troubling me, I have a far different outlook than I did even just a ( Read more... )

Fuck. I need to update this. I think I am literally THEE most confused/lost person on the face of the earth right now. Mostly just in regards to well, guys.. which is no surprise.. but still ( Read more... )

do we only ever want the ones we can't have?

I managed to get into a car accident in my school parking lot and get into a heated confrontational conflict (with a different person) in front of my entire class today. Embarrassing/angrifying (yes, I made up a word ( Read more... )

Oh how i miss livejournal. I'm too tired to update these days. Not to mention Billy and I are together every night after i get home from school so I feel weird not hanging out with him so that I can update my livejournal. It's sort of more of a private thing to me anyway, because I think most when I'm alone. I'll try to update tomorrow, though. ( Read more... )

So I've seriously neglected this thing forever and I figured I'd update it for once. The pathetic part is that I have nothing to say. I should considering I moved to a totally new city, started school, etc, etc.. but no, nothing.

I think I became completely boring over night. I go to bed at fucking 9 o'clock EVERY night! ME!
I'm not even sure I ( Read more... )