Oh. I've finally found either the time or the nerves to write an update. Have you ever not felt like yourself? I feel that way now. My entire life I've loved acting. It is the only thing I've ever wanted to do, other than turn eighteen and get drunk in London, but that is beside the point. And I'm doing it. I'm doing it on a level I used to only be ( Read more... )

- She felt the bed move as Orlando got out of bed, and sleepily she opened her eyes hearing him pad into the living room and hearing the sound of typing. She closes her eyes again, smiling at the thought of him and attempts to fall asleep. She feels his eyes on hers, his lips against her forehead and then feels his arm wrap around her torso. She ( Read more... )

Oh lord. I'm faced with another update. I'm pretty sure this one will be long, so I'll break it up into paragraphs to make it easier for people to read. Not that you care, but I thought I'd let you know how I'm going about this.

Johnny and I got into it again. And believe it or not, it really had nothing to do with the relationship between Liv and ( Read more... )

In the words of myself.....
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON?!
Don't things seem a bit off to you, I know they are in the south of France.

So, I felt it was about time for an update. This one isn't as emo, but it surely is horrific. Word to the wise: Do not visit Johnny unless you are prepared for the aptly named "House of Horrors." The night before last I had a bit of a fright fest, and I'm sure you would all like to hear about it ( Read more... )

// Her hair was up in a messy bun as she dragged the laptop out of it's sleek silver container. She sighed heavily, her make-up now long gone, clad in her pjs and sitting Indian-style in a room she wasn't quite comfortable in yet. She looked around before deciding to vent in her journal. For heaven sakes, that is what it was there for ( Read more... )

Let it go. That's what I'm trying to tell myself right now. I'm actually talking to myself in a mantra, hoping it sinks in enough so I can believe it. It's hard to hear from someone that they don't want to "deal with you anymore". --rolls her eyes and sighs loudly-- Oh well, whatever. It's not my problem. I have enough friends anyways. Speaking ( Read more... )

// Her tiny feet padded across the carpet of the hotel room. Her big queen sized bed was a tangle of sheets, and as she sipped on her tea, she sat down into the desk chair and brought her knees up to her chest. Her arms extended out to grasp her silver laptop, pulling it closer to her as she opened it, pressing her finger onto the power button and ( Read more... )