IF I DID IT by OJ SIMPSON was cancelled by the publisher on November 20th and I am pissed. I don't know if it makes me sick, but I really wanted to read it. Only because ever since that jury said he was innocent I have been pissed. I wanted to read his piece of shit book and hear what really goes on in someones head when they decide to kill their ( Read more... )

I have not felt this amount of stress in well, EVER. I am usually good at balancing my crazy schedule. I am suppose to go to the city next week and stay at a hotel and work mon-fri/9:00-5:00. This seems like a fabulous idea, because then I have a hotel in the city on Halloween. Plus, I get my 40 hours of work in. However, in exchange I have to miss ( Read more... )

I am holding back and I don't know why.

Let's not play it safe.

P.S. Im tired of spending so much money. Don't get mad at me if you ask me to do something and I say "no." Im trying to save some money.

Here are some things I would like to accomplish within the next year. If you can in anyway help me accomplish these goals let me know.

-get out of the country
-meet someone who wants to travel with me
-get my own apartment
-pass biology
-meet some new friends
-make $16.50 an hour
-drive to New York and back

I love this rain!

Keep trying. Maybe if you try hard enough. Wear more eyeshadow and spend more money on shoes. He will acutally want to be with you. Not just fuck you for fun.

OOpz.

Life is good.

I have date on Friday night. His name is Dave, age 23, pilot, tall and attractive. Sounds promising? We are going to the A's game with one of my friends and one of his. Could be good. All I know is there will be free beer, fireworks and attractive boys so im there!

Pop scene tomorrow night. RAGE! If your coming along, your cool.

I found out the best information ever today. I finally found what I have been looking for. It took me about 12 years to find it. I know for sure know within the next year my life is going to change dramatically.

It starts tomorrow.

Today was the most perfect 4th of July ever. Basically if your me Amanda or Erika you love life right now. Went to Santa Cruz all day then went to San Francisco at night to watch fireworks. I got two guys numbers, only one was really nice. The other guy sucked and I gave him my fake number only because he bought be a $4 beer, sucka! Ill post ( Read more... )