one of these things is not like the other, one of these things just doesn't belong....a summary of my weekend.

hmm i am so utterly disappointed.shocked.disgusted. but mostly disappointed. and the funny part is she is one of the last people in the world i would imagine being capable of this. 12 years of building trust and friendship is slowly slipping down the drain. great job. i hope you showed them a great time.

tegan and sara,song:your love, played live, the intro banter, so very emily and alana.

la la la

i'm so sick of this sameness. people are so petty and inconsiderate and whiny and none of them get it when they wonder why "the world is against them" that its by their own doing. sometimes its not so much the things that are said but the things that are not that is thier downfall. if only people took what i say as somewhat of a valuable opinion ( Read more... )

would i be a failure if i didn't audition this year? i have huge anxiety issues. sometimes i feel like if i just went with the norm everything would be so much easier. it would be like cuddling up in front of a roaring fire and having nothing to do but to just exist....AND to be content with that. thats the key, to be content with that.

IM SO ANGRY. i need a crystal vase to smash, STAT! FUCK YOU MR. MILLENIUM FOUNDATION PAGE #10 MAN! YOU ARE HATED. and i don't go around hating just anybody you know.

i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate you i hate ( Read more... )

i lost my watch, oh what a night. it'd be great if i didn't have to mess everything up, but i do and did. my hand is really sore today. i think i might've hurt it trying to crack my knuckles cuz they were all itchy and annoying. i'm going to go to the garden centre to buy plants with my mother today. maybe it will cleanse me of my stupidness.

today was a perfect day. got up early and taught darling pre-schoolers about rhythm, got to be a kid again. note: do this more often. then went to the dollar store to by them stickers and waste time browsing for cheap shoes nearby, then picked up my dad at the gym, went home, showered and went back into town with my mom to do some more shoe ( Read more... )