hey you thinker.
go watch V for Vendetta.
it is sensational.

i love today. the two horrendous, self-destructive midterms are over. one more to go. i caught up on sleep yesterday, after i worked out. i slept for 12 hours. and damn. it felt good. i signed up for washington yesterday. i have a guaranteed position, only 2 girls are going. my counselor said washington d.c. is the "smartest" city you will ever ( Read more... )

i am craving a tuna sandwich with just the right mustard on wheat toast. and a cigarette ( Read more... )

Mandeville, Hirschmann, Marx, and Engels. I am in discussion right now and I don't have any idea what everyone is talking about. I noticed that so many students in international relations think they are brilliant geniuses. partially true, partially annoying. Is greed ultimately beneficial to society or conducive to human progress? my T.A: "this ( Read more... )

i had a nightmarish dream that i made out with samantha jones. and touched her breast. i remember thinking sex with a man gives so much more actual fulfillment. like actual. actual. you know what i'm saying ( Read more... )

feb 1st was a new beginning for me. i am going to learn to discipline myself. control all my emotions. and habits. dealing with it. living with it. accepting it. i have a inexplainable drive to succeed in this. for it to all happen. very soon. do you believe in signs? there is this friend who moved very far away for the right reasons. he will call ( Read more... )

be happy. that's all you gotta do. is wake up, be happy. go to class, (try) be happy. eat (easy to) be happy. i spend a lot of time alone when i'm up here in L.A. going to school, so i think a lot, and feel a lot. it gets intense. i start feeling uncomfortable under my skin. i start panicking. and thinking i'm never going to get across on the other ( Read more... )

love, love, love....love, love, love....
there's nothing you can know that isn't known.
nothing you can see that isn't shown.
nowhere you can be that isn't where you're meant to be.

i laugh when i read livejournal. tis the season to be jolly, falalalalalalalala. i have been practically living in the library. my brain is exhausted. i can't wait till finals are over so i can smoke blunts and go snowboarding everyday. and turn 21 and live it up..... i want to be free from the finals misery~~~~

Under my bowels, yellow with smoke, it waits ( Read more... )