I was supposed to get up an hour ago to study ( Read more... )

I guess I'm not totally shocked; just kind of... skeeved. I mean, I wasn't proud of what I was doing while it was happening and now I just regret it. The worst part is, people know. It's not a secret.

I changed my mind. The worst part is: it was good. And I can't believe I let it happen. Maybe I was just blinded by the fact that it was good.

Jess ( Read more... )

This one was actually kind of fun, in a sadistic way ( Read more... )

do bad choices make bad people? i know that bad people make bad choices, and good people make bad choices... but what happens when someone who (i thought) was good makes terrible choices ( Read more... )

i lost my patience twice today, at work and in dance. i really need to remember to keep it in check. i can be vile when losing my cool. most of the problem tends to be in my facial reactions, definitely tone of voice. need to be nicer, nicole ( Read more... )

i lost my patience twice today, at work and in dance. i really need to remember to keep it in check. i can be vile when losing my cool. most of the problem tends to be in my facial reactions, definitely tone of voice. need to be nicer, nicole ( Read more... )

i ran dangerously low on patience today, i'm not proud to say. I've been working for a long time on being able to control my tone and facial reactions and today I reigned in neither. What can i say... i don't like being watched over while i work or nagged relentlessly for 4 straight hours by a 3 year-old ( Read more... )

it is interesting what can happen over time ( Read more... )

caring is not as fun as it looks

i feel like i'm stuck in the middle of emotions and there isn't really a word for how i feel. i guess that's what it means to be "fine".