I have a kidney infection. This is really fucking gay. Ouuuucccchhh!

Just an update.
I have a boyfriend. His name is Josh. Musician, really into mics and recording.
I think he's pretty sweet. :)
That's all.
Time to clean the freakin house.

Just a little update.
Good things are coming. Good times. Camp. Reno. Yann Tiersen. The Decemberists. Bat's day. Coachella(hopefully). Not going to family on Easter.

:)

Mmm. Never home anymore. Things are goin pretty god for me. Moving back in with the boys. I'm freakin here all the time anyhow. Pete is giving me his room and he's takin the garage. I don't have to ever talk to Yvette again. I never have to act like a friend to Blake. He's just my instructor again. Even though punching him in the dick sounds so ( Read more... )

.... He's in a relationship?! WHAT THE FUCK! Piece of shit mother fucker. I've been fucked over so much......... Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.............

I've been used... I'm done...

SO! It's me birthday right. Otay ( Read more... )

Fuckin A... I think Jared#2 is suspecting that I'm not gonna go through with it... I'm a terrible person... Shit. I shouldn't have started something I couldn't finish. I'm so torn...
I hate me...

I really wish this decision wasn't so damn hard... LAME!

I could play piano all the time. I never want to go a day without playing. I want to get better than I could ever be. I want to push harder and learn more. I just wish I had a keyboard to play on at home.
I hadn't realized that 3 hours had gone by of me playing. It only felt like 20 minutes... God!!! I miss playing!!