Well I am in an extremely odd and unpredictable mood, it stemmed from an earlier converstion with Sara about life, which led me to ponder old thoughts from an old journal, which then was followed up by watching "THE DAYS"....so needless to say I am feeling rather bizarre ( Read more... )

Wow, its almost impossible to believe that the summer is almost over and I am pasty in comparison to Casper (the friendly ghost). I suppose it is hard to get a killer tan when 26 days of your summer were spent in a hospital bed, but I should really start working on it.

Today was challenging to say the least. A day full of obstacles if you will. The ( Read more... )

If one song could describe me at this point in my life it would be this.....

AVRIL LAVIGNE LYRICS

"Nobody's Home"

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems.
Don't know where she belongs, where she ( Read more... )

Ha Ha Ha, the subject is an inside joke with my girl Angie!!! A lot of people at work question the purpose of a live journal, I have heard comments such as "Why would you post your innermost feelings online for everyone to see?" A lot of people think it's looking for attention or not solving the problems I am feeling as I am not taking action. ( Read more... )

Well I am at work, I should be working but my head is aching so bad I can barely hold my head up from my desk. Not to mention the fact that I came back to basically being jobless as I have nothing to do but sort papers for eight hours a day, which I am thankful for none the less. Not to many people I know get paid eleven dollars an hour to sort pa ( Read more... )

Hello all, I am in a rather contemplative mood as indicated by my mood icon below. I don't know where to start really. I have so much thoughts overcoming my visions in life that its hard to see clear, I am thinking that my intricate thought processing may be attributing to my migraines, only the catscans will tell, which I recieve Monday ( ( Read more... )

Today was interesting...the plague of the migraine continues!!!!! I went for a catscan this morning, the examined my abdomen and my head. I left feeling ok, get the results back in two days. Then dad and I went for breakfast at Maid Marion's (which was wicked because we haven't done it for years and I miss spending time with him). Then we came home ( Read more... )

Last Cigarette: 2 Days ago (yes I am quitting for the millionth time ( Read more... )

Hello there everyone. Wish I could say the migraine was gone, but it is still here fullforce. Hopefully the catscan on Friday will tell all, in the meantime no sense worrying.

Due to the illness, the party will be postponed until next weekend, I will have a date up soon. Probably Saturday of next week that way we can hit the clubs afterward. Sound ( Read more... )

Well A pretty uneventful day. I have had a migraine for the past two days so I finally decided to check it out. My family doctor told me to try this new drug called Imitrax and if it didn't work to go to the ER ( Read more... )