My Biggest Fear - Dying

Today was the 4th death scare my mother has had in 2 years, she is only 40 years old.

This entry isn't so much about how sad this situation is.

Its more about death being a way back into someones life.

Dose the "im dying" thing wipe the slate clean, with the possibility of death dose forgiveness automatically set in.

Is death ( Read more... )

Today was wacky...

I got in a car accident with Jem? Weird right?

Here it is

I got rear ended by some goon and in turn slammed into her, he sped off ....END

Were fine, our cars are fine but still, People these days are careless inconsiderate wastes of space.

(Insert my GRRRRR face here)

Other then that life just is, and we just are.

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Ive just been in this funk lately. Like i cant shake these feeling of uncertainty. maybe its all related to the surgery maybe its just a realization of how stagnate my life is.

Am i unhappy? or am i just living the life of someone with Bi-Polar disorder.
I know its a loaded question. Believe me.

My mind has been pretty jumbled lately i am just trying ( Read more... )