Maybe I can tell you how I feel through a series of meaningless words that have meaning when put together. But telling you how I feel isn't even close to feeling what I feel and having it be real. And I don't know whether this illusion will satisfy. It's not that I'm trying to beat around the bush, it's not that I'm trying to deny you of the bait I ( Read more... )

I had a wonderful time tonight with my neighbors and friends watching the movie Life Aquatic and eating pizza. I am so glad to have found such great people in my life. I just hope that they enjoyed the movie too and weren't offended by it because I realized after the fact that it was a little more offbeat and liberal... :( I hope everything is cool ( Read more... )

Last night I found myself asleep at 8. And this morning I found myself awake at 10:30. Inbetween, I woke up several times and had several dreams. I went from feeling alright to feeling sick. And so many thoughts crossed my mind ( Read more... )

The trees stand tall around me and from above the setting sun the stars dot the sky. The darkness is falling down to the ground. And for that moment it is all quiet, it is all quite still. Then the wildlife screams and haunting calls can be heard in the deep crevices of my mind. What is in the dark? Sights unseen and beings my eyes can not find. ( Read more... )

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"When there is nothing left to burn you have to set yourself on fire ( Read more... )

I recommend that whoever reads this listens to the song-

"Your Exlover is Dead" by Stars because it is AMAZING.

And hmm...I suck. I will never be able to win over another boy! :( And this makes me very sad.

I have decided that there are tons of fish in the sea but it goes both ways...eh...

Today, I learned a lot from someone which solidified my stance and relieved me. I feel like some doubt was lifted. Anyways, I'm going bike riding.

So broken pieces of a heart are fragmented like the clouds raining ( Read more... )

I'm going riding. Ah fuck! Is how I feel. Come tomorrow, I'll be gone. In a metaphorical way.