Christmas. Last one as a highschooler. Sadness.


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Today is leading up to Christmas Eve which is leading to Christmas!!! And some presents. Oddly enough, well actually...not odd at all...I don't really care that much about presents anymore. Yes, it is true. Today, I am still sick but I feel better which could just be a false hope?

I feel like writing. I think I will!


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I feel sick. Sick. Sick. Sick!

Today. I woke up with a strange sensation of an empty warmth that burst when I got out from under the covers or maybe it died when I opened my eyes. Stats final I did alright for not studying or taking the class seriously, I think I got my A though so that's all that matters, right? Yearbook party was alright. Gift exchange, name game, and ( Read more... )

Do you ever feel that life is sort of out of your hands? Or at least some aspect of your life is...like something you've wanted so badly but it's not in your control and you can't really do anything but be yourself and live and hope it works. But then again ole theios works in mysterious ways, doesn't he? I just hope things work out for the best ( Read more... )

Philosophy ( Read more... )

I feel like updating! I have till roughly 9:45am tomorrow morning to have my speech memorized that gives me a little less than 12 hours. I wonder if it can be done! I'm going to get on that in a minute. I've been cutting it for a few hours and I could hardly take any out... Oh man. I wish I didn't need to sleep. I could do so many cool things! Like ( Read more... )

I haven't updated in a while. I don't know. I haven't done a lot of things in a while. I haven't slept, I haven't played guitar, I haven't completed my homework thoroughly, and I haven't been myself. The only enjoyable thing I have right now is a relationship with a very nice boy, other than that life has been dull. My grades are slipping because I ( Read more... )

I love you.