I ended up losing 4lbs last week, yay! But this week has not been so great eating wise. I went out to dinner with my boyfriend on Monday, today I am having lunch out with coworkers to do our gift exchange, tomorrow we have a holiday potluck at work, Thursday I was invited out for another coworker's birthday! Then comes the weekend, which is ( Read more... )

I always wonder what the checkers are thinking as they ring up my groceries and other people's groceries. I usually examine what the person in front of me is buying and then I make up a story in my head about what their life might be like. Yesterday I wondered if the checker was thinking "Wow, this girl is eating disordered!" I also almost ( Read more... )

I have done well with eating for the past 3 days, I'm proud of myself, and I have a healthy breakfast and lunch ready to go for tomorrow. Planning things out the night before really does help me quite a bit, so I am going to try to stick to that ( Read more... )

I am slowly starting to head in a more productive direction. I registered for a class at PCC for Winter Term today, Writing 121. It is an online course and I am good at english/writing so I think it will go well. I was trying to take Sociology or Psychology online as well but the classes were already full. I turned in my tuition reimbursement ( Read more... )

I was poking around MSN.com when I came across and article titled "Stratagies to boost dating self-confidence". I started to read it and it made some very good points before it launched into talk of God, the bible, and faith. Sorry, it's just not my thing. Here is the part that I did find useful:

Getting to know you…"Self-worth isn’t determined ( Read more... )

I apologize, once again, for my lack of updates. I didn't realize that so much time had passed since I actually wrote in here (almost a year!). I have been posting to community journals and reading from my friends page, but severely neglecting my own journal. If anyone still reads, thanks for sticking around ( Read more... )

I realize that I don't post in this thing nearly enough. Lately I have had this urge to write, but I just can't bring myself to do it. I am going to consider this entry a small step in the right direction ( Read more... )

he's just not that into you if he only wants to see you when he's drunk ( Read more... )

so i haven't updated this thing in a really long time. a lot has happened since then, a lot that probably doesn't need to be talked about. i've been going through a rough time lately, probably has something to do with the fact that it will be 2 years since i lost my mom this friday. hard to believe it has been that long and at the same time it ( Read more... )

Well, I got in my first car accident today. Biggest fear #2...accomplished! (sarcasam folks, car accidents are not an exciting thing ( Read more... )