so i've been having to go to the doctors more often than usual lately.. it's kind of upsetting since im only eighteen and yet they seem to find more and more problems each time. scares me a bit as well. i shouldn't have to worry about my health as much as i do.. im still young, but abuse on the body take a big toll and im finally realizing it ( Read more... )

I don't update this as much as I should.  I really can't remember from where I left off till now honestly. I'm running on no sleep & im still pretty fucked from yesterday. Only now im just zoning out alot. Not really paying attention to what people are saying to me ( Read more... )

I realized they don't mix well. I found muhself relating perfectly to the pixies song Where Is My Mind. I cant remember days, events, memories, conversations, and fuck.. I dont even remember what year it is sometimes ( Read more... )

its confusing ( Read more... )

miss me?

i dont even kno wut to write.. it's been fuckin foreva since muh last entry.. i used to love writin muh personal shit in hea, but now i feel like it's an invasion of fuckin privacy. damn!

ne ways.. i can't sleep. i haven't been able to sleep for like.. a week? maybe more. dunno. i cant remember the days & im completely oblivious to ( Read more... )

Gina - I get this all the time. james always calls me a junkie....junkie junkie junkie and im not ( Read more... )

So my dad told me im a bad influence on people cos i do drugs...and he doesnt blame parents for not wanting there kids to not hang with me. I was like wtf man ( Read more... )

You fucking retard of an anonymous person. You scared little piece of shit. donnot tempt me. your fucking with the wrong person. Whos the one here too afraid to show who they are hm? not me. I wonder why? maybe cos you will fucking die! Post one more fucking time. I dare you to.....its entertaining!

Tommorow is gonna be great!!! It consists of smoking and drinking! I love my Amanda :) she buys me everything!! hmm...i have a feeling im gonna like this weekend though!

Whoever you are you fuckin anonymous person...just to let you know i will fuck you up so bad you dont even know. I have so many people who say there gonna so u should shut the fuck up or your gonna get hurt!

Britt idk if its you but like i fuckin am gettin pissed and i dont fuckin need it so i would just lay off if i was you!