haha yes.. i lie.. i said i'd post in this thing more often and obviously i have not ( Read more... )

it's been 10 weeks since i updated this thing.
well uhm. hi!
ive been wasting time commenting past journals of the dear courtney whom i call my sister. =]
im bored.
rawrs
i'm gonna make a point to update more often.
yes i will actually do this!
mrahh
^thats what i make all teh boy moose doooo =D

byee!

so this weekend was filled with the bad and the good ( Read more... )

im freaking bored! freaking bored i tell you!today's been kinda lame.. i had to babysit. dang it i swear every day i go over there i think i hate thos kids more. can we say spoiled brats??? erghhh.. i hate babysitting. i need a new job ( Read more... )

I sat here last night after i posted that journal.. crying and just praying to god that he would help us, in some way, any way possible. I dont think i've ever cried so hard in my life, i dont think i've ever prayed so hard in my life either ( Read more... )

i thought life couldnt get any worse, from being a dropout with no money and no future ahead.. it got so much worse. now im going to be a dropout with no future who's also homeless. homeless.. god if there's one thing i never thought i'd be it'd be homeless ( Read more... )

Hmm well i havent posted on here in quite a while... i figure i should now lol, since im home alone and i dont have to worry about my evil mom being nosy ( Read more... )

today was cory's funeral. i've never seen so many people at a funeral in my life.. and it was so sad. i was so close to crying while i was singing, i know it couldnt have sounded very good.. but i didnt cry.. and i kept trying because i just thought "sing this for cory.. dont worry about anyone else out there listening".. but it was still so hard. ( Read more... )

why? that's my one question ( Read more... )

alright so it has been forever since i updated this thing.. and i'm only doing it now cause courtney made me.. hahaha sisterly love..
hmmm so i dumped josh.. yes i did. i guess ya know.. jealousy and controlling and anger problems just arent qualities i'm looking for in a boyfriend.. haha. so yup.. wasnt sticking around for that. =]
2 weeks till ( Read more... )