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30 days until i leave pittsford. i got my roomie/room in the mail last week. i've already began to pack too. i have two boxes all ready to go. i bought most of my dorm stuff, i have yet to get a fridge, vacuum, and some fall/winter clothes. i can't believe it's almost here. one more month, and i am out of here until thanksgiving. its gonna be ( Read more... )

wooo i turned eighteen yesterday, or more like 5 hours ago, but i didn't do anything ridiculous like buy porn or a lottery ticket or cigarettes.  i wish i did though. oh well i have the rest of my life to do it ( Read more... )

my friday before grad was amazing. i went to canadaigua to see max and we spent most of the day together at his house next to the lake.  then when i went to work, mrs kelly came and visited and tipped me (as a hostess) which was the best thing ever.  it is so beautiful out, and today is our big day. congratulations sutherland 07. we made it!

The day has finally come,
for us to cry and cheer.
To leave these halls forever
with lots of tears.
These twelve years have gone by so fast
along with classes we thought would always last.
But now as we say goodbye,
the time here has flown by.
The teachers here taught us all we could be taught
From the ABC's and 123's
to learning all we can be.
They have ( Read more... )

my senior year was definitely not what i expected.

excuse me please
one more drink
could you make it strong
cause i dont need to think
he broke my heart
my grace is gone
one more drink and ill move on

i'm finally getting out of this town.

Broken promises
But you don't really mind
It's not the first time and you know it
Don't you know
Tell me why it is you only smile inside
But when you break me into nothing
Don't you know
It's not like I haven't tried over and over again
Stupid fights, wrong or right
Goodbye

I remember when you came with me that night
We said forever, that you would never let ( Read more... )

"To let go isn't to forget, not to think about, or ignore. It doesn't leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. Letting go isn't about winning or losing. It's not about pride and it's not about how you appear, and it's not obsessing or dwelling on the past. Letting go isn't blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn't leave emptiness ( Read more... )