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I think I've figured out why I'm so sad
Last February, I had a Mirena inserted into my uterus. Mirena is a piece of plastic which doses out small amounts of hormones to prevent pregnancy. I also got it because my periods are heavy, with bad cramping. The Mirena did alleviate some of that. My periods are so light now that all I need is a pantyliner. Also, my cramps had subsided. But, I've ( Read more... ) -
Why am I so sad?
Things could be worse, right? Yet, it is easier for me to cry than laugh lately. I don't know why ( Read more... ) -
Four years ago today...
Well, I've been in California four years already. It has been a crazy four years. Up and down all the time. The worst part about it is that it has been nearly a year and a half since my little Nietzsche died. I miss her so much. What would have been her eleventh birthday was on May 10th. Have I said that I miss her so much? Her death was nearly the ( Read more... ) -
3 months in and I still don't believe it.
I never want to lose this feeling. I'm so completely and incredibly in love. I really believe that I'm going to spend the rest of my life with this guy. I'm really hoping he doesn't turn into a jerk down the line. For the first time in my life, I hope one day he asks me to marry him. It is truly amazing. He makes me feel so loved and just ( Read more... ) -
Relationship change
Several years ago, I vented a big problem in my relationship with my then boyfriend. After getting much advice, and after he logged in LiveJournal as me and read that post, I tried to work on it with him and when it was clear that he couldn't work on it, I gave up. I thought that maybe it was all me and that my expectations were just too great. ( Read more... ) -
Sorry, it has been another year
I've been saturated lately with Facebook, Twitter and Blogger. Last night I got some advice from a friend, "write all this shit down." I haven't been. Right now, I'm taking a break from school and getting myself in a huge heap of trouble. A lot has happened and a lot more may happen.
On September 29, 2009, my grandmother passed away. She was old and ( Read more... ) -
Um, hello?
Sorry I've neglected LJ. Sorry. My grandmother died. My dog died. I ended up in the hospital and if I didn't go to the hospital when I did, I would have died. School is keeping me busy. New Orleans was awesome as always. I almost have my first degree and am almost halfway to the main degree. More, later.
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Quote of the Day
"If you're anything like me, the Fourth of July wouldn't be complete without a little sheet cake covered in Xanthan and Guar Gums, Sorbitan Monostearate, and Hydrogenated Coconut and Palm Kernel Oil. Or you might know it as Cool-Whip. Delicious! Our favorite non-freezing treat shares ingredients with hemorrhoid cream and sexual lubricants. More ( Read more... ) -
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I am sitting at my desk at work eating a peanut butter granola bar. I have accepted that I'm going to have to quit smoking, but not of my own choice, which absolutely sucks. Without the availability of the cigarettes that I enjoy, what is the point anymore. The joy is gone. Dave made me paranoid about no longer being able to enjoy smoking. The ( Read more... ) -
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Two years ago today, I was busy getting hit by a house on a flat bed truck and staring down bikers in Indiana. I kept telling myself, "I'll never do this again." My car was near death the entire time, and I just hoped that she'd make it to San Francisco sans passenger window and eventually spark plug wires.
Two years later, I have forgotten how ( Read more... )