oh man.  i've never felt this weird before ( Read more... )

i'm tired and overwhelmed at the same time.  there is just so much that really needs to get done around here.  i'm not sure what i could do that would help us get more organized.  and there really just isn't enough time for me to fuck around on the internet and find new music.

the good news is i'm finally beginning to be complacent just being ( Read more... )

making a drink with the bar you have and it coming out good...priceless ( Read more... )

i never realized that going through the contacts on my phone could be a painful experience.  it's a collaboration of people i met at the bar and didn't like for some reason, old friends that have busy lives and kids that take up their time, people i've gotten into petty fights with and can't just call for no reason, people i used to be in love with ( Read more... )

i think i'm too old to drink anymore. i know i'm too old to hang out with 18 year olds. that's the end of that fun. i just make an ass of myself.

i was feling horribly insecure last night. and i woke up feeling worse.

look what we have here. a new f'ing entry. so, i suppose a lot is new but i'm not going to fill it all in ( Read more... )

i don't know why i bother getting upset anymore. it's no use ( Read more... )

i'm almost done with my champagne ( Read more... )

i should be way more excited to pack. i'm just so tired!

i slept better last night than i have in the past few nights. i'm feeling so much better. i think this is very good for adam and i. i can honestly say that i feel like a complete ass though. it will be good to get away for a few days. seeing muffin will make it all better :D

it's adam's birthday today. i can actually fit into a nice pair of jeans which cheered me up a bit this morning. i had a headache yesterday all of a sudden and i felt so super pissy. i think knowing that i had all sorts of cleaning to do at home didn't help and i had to find a present for adam. and it's super awesome the shirt that i got him. ( Read more... )