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detroit :)
i'm at adam's again. i just didn't want to be alone yesterday after the doctor's. i seriously hope i'm not seeing him too often. i'm not looking to scare him off. like molly says, "this is a good one." having him around puts me at ease. i want to move out here but i don't want him to freak out like jon did and push me away. ugh! see what you ( Read more... ) -
it's a good day
i'm at jon's. finishing laundry and i swept the stairs. i'm about to make some pasta sauce for the freezer and get the dinner ready for tonight. mmm...grilling out ( Read more... ) -
is it over?
[i]what dreams may come[/i] is the most awful, horrible, heart wrenching movie ever ( Read more... ) -
molly and brenda 7-28-05
M- i have to pick you up tomorrow right? i'll call you in the morning for directions ( Read more... ) -
new lease
why do they say, "new lease on life" anyway?
well, that's what i've got or whatever saying you want to use. i'm tired of this shit. i'm sick of being upset. i'm exhausted putting others first in my life. yeah yeah, you've heard it all before haven't you? this time, i don't need your permission, your support, you're bullshit. SUCK IT BITCH! -
kill me
not really. but i just hate hate hate everything right now.
i don't want to lose jon. i'm not going to freak out or anything but i'm scared that i won't have him in my life. i'll let him go if he wants but i really don't want to. -
a note from the drunkard.
so. i'm tired of being the drunkard. how did this reputation get so out of hand anyway? ugh.
it will be toned down. a LOT. sorry guys. -
long time no see
i suppose i should update. a bit anyway ( Read more... ) -
fuck you life
ugh. i'm so incredibly sick to my stomach ( Read more... ) -
i'm tired
my sleep patterns are interrupted.
my puppy is loud.
ugh.