As I look back on this past year, I just can't believe how much I have changed. How much life has changed, and how much i need to make a big change. I need to stop focusing on boys and start thinking about myself. What are MY dreams, and goals in life. I can't just do what makes others happy. I've learned that maybe I shouldn't trust everyone, but ( Read more... )

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many ( Read more... )

i shouldnt be surprised that this would happen. adams going back to yellowstone. :(.. it hurts worse this time.

Adam and i are doing good. Nothing more, nothing less. its whatever. I don't know if he's happy or not. he doesn't talk about his feelings... half the time i dont know if he's annoyed of me, or just bored. honestly, its like a guessing game. I miss hearing, I miss you, i like you (or love), you know the little things that make your day a little ( Read more... )

i feel like my life is a joke.
my roommates (most of them) are fucking losers and im tired of cleaning up after them. im tired of having roommmates. its soo annoying.
im still hoping that things with adam will go good. i really want them to.

Adam has come back from yellowstone. I was dating ryan at the time, but since then ryan has cheated on me and we broke up. Adam and I have continued to do whatever it is that we do, but this time it seems different. He's actually trying, but I'm so afraid that he will leave again ( Read more... )

Norah Jones always warms my heart on nights i spend alone.
I just love how calming her voice is <3

I've got some anger that needs to be unleashed ( Read more... )

Its so weird not really being able to be excited that adams gonna be back home soon. Idk how to feel.

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What did i get myself into.
You're so clingy...
and you think that I'm out to break your heart.
Look who's talking.
You're the one who broke mine first.

And now you're being sketch.
Just wonderful.